Tuesday, June 14, 2005
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JOYL|
4:49 PM
Today u see blue blue Julia...
Just dun know why some things and some people has affected my mood so much...they just get me so down...and i just dun know why it is hitting me so badly today...
Think it all came so suddenly...first i was sick...and worse of all during my general insurance exams period...almost two weeks already and i'm still not well, still coughing...i went to the doctor again and the medicine is making me so drained of energy...i'm feeling very very lethargic...
Then the case I'm following through...did not get through underwriting department...rejected...*sigh*...now i feel so downright lousy...i know she needs it badly for very good reasons (i can't reveal what reasons, it's P & C ok) but i just can't help her...
Well, is it so hard to show care and concern? The people I expect to be there to support me, now turn to be the one that had the greatest misunderstanding about me...they are actually now the one that is hurting me the most...so what if you had known each other for very very long...people still dun understand you...
I am trying my best to be cheerful...but this is just too overwhelming...i just dun feel like talking anymore...no mood to do anything...somebody help me!!!
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