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This world just isn't safe anymore....hahaha
Saw the big big newspaper report on the litter that fell and hit both father and baby...dun talk about killer litter from HDB flat...it's just not safe anywhere...today was walking towards the bus-stop on my way home when a tree branch just fell right in front of me...just a step more and u will see julia in hospital with concussion...wahahaha...no kidding u ok...sure go hospital if kena hit because the branch that fell is as thick as a clarinet...
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Talk about killer litter...how about killer litter bin?? This also happened at the bus-stop...pls see picture below...
The bin was sprawled across the road as shown...the top, bottom, the bin inside and the rubbish was scattered as shown...I could only think of 2 possibility :
(1) some smart aleck dun know how to drive and knock the bin over
(2) somebody, due to some unknown reason, knock/threw/kick..whatever..the bin onto the road.
Well the first assumption would be highly impossible when u look at the original position of the bin as I remember it. So it could only be the latter. Whatever la...but it is posing as a hazard to road user...
Today felt better pouring out everything to xl...but i still dun feel well...my throat is sore and my body can't decide whether it want to have a fever or not...oh god, this is torturing me...now i'm downgraded again to sleeping in the living room cuz my sisteres can't sleep without the aircon...my advice : too much aircon is no good for u...maybe i should start singing the christmas carol..."Tis the season to be sick..."
I can do it...
Embarking on my latest series of project for myself...reading the bible in Japanese...hahaha...hope i dun get concussion before I finish it...now i thinking wat the heck am i reading bible in japanese when i dun even get the english version...but at least i made effort, right?? Hee hee...
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
Was browsing by Popular today whole waiting for an appointment...and saw the poster for "harry potter and the half-blood prince"....aaahhhhhhh...should i pre-order it or should i just wait??? Ya ya...i know previously i said i not going to pre-order...but now the poster everywhere...very tempting to just do it on impulse...wahahaha...never mind, i got one day to think abt it cuz the last day for the pre-order special deal is tomorrow...
And now my sore throat has come back to haunt me again...sickening...Was watching the news and today they are talking about the infectious diseases...so scary when you start thinking about what could happen if anything goes wrong...Anyway now a lot of people around me is getting sick especially coughs...Must take care ok...
I'm no angel...
Just dunno why I dun feel like talking to some people...not that I stuck-up ok...but some people they just plain irritating...though he's a manager but please try to think first before speaking...dun worry, I'll make sure I'll have my revenge one day...wahaha...
Friday, June 24, 2005
If it is to come, it will come...
The decree has come down...it's official...has to sing this Sunday...so gotta prepare for it...God bless me...now i know the verse so well, i've forgotten the antiphon...wahahaha...never mind, got permission to perform "tai-chi" - push the mike around...hahaha...
Monday, June 20, 2005
Today uneventful day cuz a last minute appt got changed last minute...and i pig myself out again today...aahhhhhh....ohh dear, i'm going to get fat...let's just count wat i ate today : morning - kueh, walnut cake, tea; afternoon - rice; tea time - tiramisu cake, tea; evening - not yet, but meeting a friend so going to eat again... :-p
Better get ready and get going...
Back to work again...
Today Julia got a few things to bitch about...oops, sorry...should be "got a few things to blog about"...
Friday, June 17, 2005
Got quite a boring Saturday...after one long appointment I was home to bum around..hahaha...
Well, my Sunday was fully packed...not because of Fathers' Day celebration, my father is overseas...dad not ard how to celebrate... :-p
Sunday morning after church go to my uncle's place...yeah so happy, my cousin finally got for me the Naruto anime burned on dvd-rw...and "38" julia saw my cousin S.H.E plush toys....sooooooo cute...i just had to take photos..(pls see pictures below included also the desk ornaments)...dun u think it is cute??
So eat and eat and eat at my uncle's house...seems like come weekend i'm always pigging myself out...hee hee...and i even ate durian even though my cough just recovered...but my mum never said anything so heck care...anyway gimme a break ok...been coughing for more than 2 weeks leh and missing out a lot of good food...after eating gotta tuition my cousin...tiring in fact, but good thing is she is willing to cooperate by doing the work i give her...ho ho...can't complain much la, cuz behaviour-wise she quite a good student.
At night, eat again...attend a JC classmate wedding dinner...not bad...managed to see quite a few people I've not seen in donkey years...managed to catch up on what each of us is doing...and handphones and marriage sems to be the favourite topic...hee...
Wedding dinner @ M Hotel
Slept so late but today had to wake up early and prepare for meeting at 8.30am...needless to say, i'm late...hahaha. At the end of the meeting, feel like nothing is being accomplished lor...it's like the aimless leading the blind...Then afternoon got another boring (i predicted it to be) agency meeting...just make sure i dun fall asleep and snore... :-p
TGIF again!!!
Today had our ABC training by another manager K from another agency...if i remember correctly this is only the second time he spoke to the ABC class...though i have spoken to him dun know how many times already...
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
I just like listening to K...cuz when he start speaking u ar just drawn by his charisma...hee hee. Well, i like what he shared today and find it quite true...especially what he said about being leaders...made me think abt my manager...yes, she may be a good teacher, a good life planner but she is definitely not a good leader...how to be a good leader when she herself is not focused in leading her new people and in building her agency...it's always all talk and no action - u wan action, do it yourself...she can sympathise with us but she never emphathise with us, cuz she did not go through what i had to go through...actually felt so bad when i took her car the other day, cuz i was pretending to be tired and sleepy due to medication - reason is simply at that point of time i just dun feel like talking to her...
Now I am fighting all alone again cuz my partner has her own agenda...so i must start looking for my own...that's why i was feeling so lost for the past wks...talking about feeling stressed...maybe i'm not really that independant as what everybody thinks...i really have no idea...like what K said this is a lonely business...only eagles fly high...
Today u see blue blue Julia...
Just dun know why some things and some people has affected my mood so much...they just get me so down...and i just dun know why it is hitting me so badly today...
Monday, June 13, 2005
Think it all came so suddenly...first i was sick...and worse of all during my general insurance exams period...almost two weeks already and i'm still not well, still coughing...i went to the doctor again and the medicine is making me so drained of energy...i'm feeling very very lethargic...
Then the case I'm following through...did not get through underwriting department...rejected...*sigh*...now i feel so downright lousy...i know she needs it badly for very good reasons (i can't reveal what reasons, it's P & C ok) but i just can't help her...
Well, is it so hard to show care and concern? The people I expect to be there to support me, now turn to be the one that had the greatest misunderstanding about me...they are actually now the one that is hurting me the most...so what if you had known each other for very very long...people still dun understand you...
I am trying my best to be cheerful...but this is just too overwhelming...i just dun feel like talking anymore...no mood to do anything...somebody help me!!!
My madness is acting up again...(Part 2)
Sunday, June 12, 2005
This is a continuation of my previous posting...cuz julia has gotten herself new bag and pouch...YEAH!!! Actually got it for sometime already la, but got no time to do it... :-P
From this................ To this...
Gotten myself the new bag from Takashimaya because I wanna utilise my Takashimaya voucher...so although the bag is $29.90, i only paid $9.90. :-)
From this................ To this...
Gotta change my pouch...cuz the old one is getting pretty "torn and tattered"...actually buying the pouch was coincidental. I just chance upon it...hee hee
From this................ To this...
Since I change my bag, i gotta change my water bottle too, to fit my new bag...only pity is the new bottle is only 250ml...as compared to my old 500ml bottle. But look at it this way, at least i got water to drink.
That's my madness for today...and as u would have noticed, suddenly there is like 2 extra post...yes, cuz i typed the post already but got no time to upload the pictures...so treat it as bonus and enjoy...
Another fun day...
Today another relaxing day...after church today, went to xl's chalet at downtown east...missed going to the wild wild wet cuz i was not there till 4pm...anyway i din bring my swimming costume...
Saturday, June 11, 2005
Took photos, play cards...come evening was helping out at the BBQ...think both of us had a good "face steam" at the pit...hahaha...by the end of everything, actually got no appetite to eat already... :-P
Reached home almost 12am...tired tired...all i wanna do is sleep...c ya...
Wow wow...fun day...
Today is play day...met my friends to pass one of them her travel policy and accompany her to Chinatown change currency...
Thursday, June 09, 2005
Had a slow and leisure afternoon at Coffee Club...until someone started smsing me...someone i know, not even my client, was having problem with his "mountain" agent (i've given given clue, so u go guess which company)...complaining to me the service of his agent...all the way from Chinatown Pt till I go Far East Plaza, I was actually trying to "counsel" that friend cuz he was very pissed off by his agent...although i said it, but i wanna say it again, "Take it easy ok. Have a real good talk with your agent ok. U wanna talk to me also can la."
Yeah...was at Far East, me and my friend bought a new pair of shoes...very nice and sweet...somemore we buy the same shoe...hee hee
Very soon we were at Toa Payoh HDB Hub to support my friend, Dejia...the girl on the right in the photos...
There was a lot of people watching...a lot of uncles and aunties as well...the performance was very entertaining...not because of the band/singer (but they were good)...but because of some very funny/strange people around...
Like the two uncles in the pictures below, they actually went in front of the stage and started dancing...so so funny...the crowd was so tickled...
It seems like the uncles like to follow such band around to watch their performance...that's why the band was used to it and even thanked the uncles for dancig for them...hahaha...
You do see a lot of funny things and funny people ard u, don't u? Ok...that's all for today...
Yeah!!
What was i doing for the past two days?? Suddenly i dun remember!!! Jialat...think my cough is affecting my brain...
Monday, June 06, 2005
Think think think...think harder...oh ya...suddenly i remember what i wanted to say...went to attend a fellow colleague cum close friend's presentation on Tuesday...yes, she's in a Toastmasters' club and was giving her maiden speech on Tues...din give her any comments but she did an excellent job of delivering her speech...but i think she got startled by the bell...anyway to xl, i think u are great and congrats for getting the best speaker award for the night ok...
Think I'll be joining toastmasters' too...still looking around...to xl again, after i've praise u, must "scold" u too...why set such a high standard, make people stress and stress me leh... :-P
Was bumming ard at home yesterday...resting and studying for my general insurance paper today...so did I pass?? Of course...julia so clever, how to fail...hahaha...
Well, before my paper today, went to visit a friend at SGH...nothing serious, just a simple op to remove the tonsils...although i've visited him, still would like to say to him - take care and get well soon ok. Just realized i have been going hospital very oftern lately...first it was Mt E, then Gleneagles, then TTS and today SGH (and of course, definitely not all on the same day la, u think i got nothing better to do meh)...
Better rest, even now as i'm typing this i'm still coughing...dry cough...now taking chinese medicine...but definitely i'm feeling better than the past few days...
P.S : Just in case anyone notice i'm not using much emoticons or none at all, it's becuz julia is just too damn lazy to go and search the various websites for the emoticons i wan...so i leave it to u, readers, to imagine my expressions...haha...if i feel like it, i'll put it in...
Roller coaster mood ride today..
Today the fourth day already...my throat still hurts and I'm still coughing...i'm coughing a lot because my throat is very very dry and very very itchy...
Saturday, June 04, 2005
Dun know why today late afternoon suddenly i feel so depressed, so down...i also dun know why my mood swing so fast...started thinking about a lot of depressing things...no no, i'm not going to mention it here...think it's my hormones...wahahaha...i think i need to see a psychiatrist...hee
Just in case none of you knows, I used to be very sucidal...i would suddenly get very depressed and start think about what if i die, how to kill myself...ok ok...dun panic dun panic...it's all history now...but come to think of it, maybe not...even the one who wrote "dun worry, be happy" comitted suicide in the end......Alright...i not trying to scare anyone here, just relax...I know I am very very extreme one but now i choose to look at the bright side of life (although there may be thunderstorm at times)
Went for my general insurance examinations today in the evening...yup yup...i passed...yeah...but can't be too happy yet, i still got another paper to go...still have to study..*sigh*. But i think i might have drove some of the people in the same room as me crazy with my coughing...sorry, but can't help myself la cuz my throat really very dry and itchy...
Gotta prepare for another brand new day...ciao...
Me the piggy...hee hee
Spend the whole sat at home...ok ok not whole sat, i went out to meet my friend in the morning...
Wednesday, June 01, 2005
If anyone saw what i did at home no one would believe that i'm sick...i pigged myself out eating...biscuits, agar-agar, wafer, ice-cream (ok i know i should not be eating this while i'm still sick but just a small cup won't die right...*excuse excuse excuse*)... :p
Was reading for my general insurance exams next week...but i dun feel stress leh...only sleepiness...hahaha...before i know it, the book was reading me...wahahaha...gotta buck up (or rather wake up)...
But funny the way people buy insurance, as my colleague shared with me, which i absolutely agree...they buy home insurance, motor insurance, travel insurance...but they never insure themselves enough...u mean to say that ur house is more important than your family? ur car will take care of your family for life when you are not around? or possibility of death/accident only happens when you are overseas but not in S'pore?
Dun believe me...i throw u all a challenge...go take out your policies and add up the coverage...9 out of 10 (or even 10 out of 10) will not even have enough coverage to cover their family expenses for the next 5 to 10 years...not to mention 100k to 200k for hospitalisation (which is already damn cheap ok)...
Alright...i know people not happy when i talk about insurance...yes i do know, cuz that's me before i joined this line...but that's my job now...just wait when u become uninsurable (i'm glad i'm not there yet, though almost)...
Oh shoot...better pay more attention to studying...even TV on sat is so boring *yawn*...
I feel sick...sob sob
Just dun know what's wrong with me...just do not feel so well these days...like yesterday and today, morning still ok but by late afternoon i would feel like my stomach is creating "havoc" and my back is going to break...at least today not so bad...most probably indigestion...
Seems like I'm down physically...the mind is willing to work but the flesh is weak...hahaha...
Better rest well...to "fight" the underwriter...actually a bit angry with them...first they take so long to underwrite my case and then they reject my case...of course, i'm always a very reasonable person...(in the background :hahahahaha)...i'll talk reason with them one...(in the background : more hahahahaha)...
Really gotta go rest now cuz i'm really not feeling very alright now...ciao
