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My mind is like a dry well...
Wow wow..it has been a week since i last blogged...dun worry, this blog is not closed...it is just that i have no inspiration to write anything...
Saturday, May 21, 2005
Today posting something fun for u all to try out...below are my results..read on..
Your Birthdate: August 19
Your birth on the 19th day of the month adds a tone of independence and extra energy to your life path.
But at the same time, it poses a number of obstacles to overcome before you are able to be as independent as you would like. The number 1 energy suggests more executive ability and leadership qualities than your path may have indicated.
A birthday on the 19th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach. However, a somewhat self-centered approach to life that may be in conflict with some of the other influences in your life.
This 1 energy may diminish your ability and desire to handle details, preferring instead to paint with a broad brush.
You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed.
You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations.
You do not tend to follow convention or take advice very well.
Consequently, you tend to learn through experience; sometimes hard experiences.
The 19/1 is a loner number and you may experience feelings of being alone even if you are married.
You may take on a tendency to be nervous and angry.
Somebody help me...
Ah...stress is creeping up on me...remember the lady i talked about in my previous blog? *Faint*...yesterday she just sms me with another condition...which means I have to fill in another questionnaire...that's ok, really ok...luckily that's is of the past but her health is just so worrying...though she looks so ok, so normal...
Thursday, May 19, 2005
No matter how bad a situation is, you'll have no regrets if you've done your best...
Mixed feelings...
Met up with a lady...for her age she is still so pretty...know her through a joint event held with Mt Elizabeth Hospital...
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
You can never imagine the number of health problems she has...one of them is called "undifferentiated connective tissue disorder"...same condition as someone else i know (dun know can mention names or not
, better dun)...but I think, from the look of it, the condition of that someone i know was more serious (note: past tense was used, so which means in the past, now she's better)...
She is a very nice lady...i really want to help her...so am seeing the underwriter today to discuss her case...trying to do my best...after meeting her i felt like she's the one encouraging me...she said i was very professional considering the time i've been in this field, but i felt i could do much better lor 
(after looking at my fellow colleagues)..."ren bi ren, qi si ren"...stress ah...ha ha ha... 
Just made me feel how fortunate i am...i am healthy and well...i dun have to worry about medical bills...cuz i've taken care of it thru insurance...
Pray for me ok...pray very hard for me hor...pray that i can help her...then i can help my that friend too...(shot..i think i'm getting depression also 
)...
Tired tired...but up I go again...
It's very tiring to keep trying and trying, to keep holding on...to the point when you just want to give it all up...cuz u are very tired, really very tired...
Saturday, May 14, 2005
But recent spate of events has made me feel that perserverence and hard work do pay off...so i have to thanks my father, my mother, my sisters, my friends...(haha, sounds like an oscar winning speech..hahaha)...
Of course, it does not apply to love...if the other person does not love u, u can try until u die there would be no happiness also...it takes two hands to clap...
And be glad of what you have...not everyone wake up to another new day...not everyone who crosses that road can get home...
Changes made....
Someone made a comment in my previous blog...though I do not know you, thanks for the constructive feedback...
I've changed the color of the font so that it is easier to read but I'm sticking with the font as I like it a lot...
So coincidence that the person who made the comment is from San Diego...the place where I am aiming to go if I achieve my MDRT (Million Dollar Round Table) this year...maybe can meet up and make another penpal...
Speaking of which, I am expecting my penpal from Australia to visit me this June...know how many years we have been in touch??? Don't be surprised...it has been twelve years...and we still send each other cards and letters (only that it has been upgraded to e-mail)...
Now that it is raining...best time to sleep...so better go to sleep early...and before i end...pls feel free to drop comments...
Busy busy day...
Dun intend to blog today one...but might as well since i'm waiting for my hp to charge...
Thursday, May 12, 2005
Had a roadshow today at orchard emerald...almost died from the heat...but luckily still have people buy me ice-cream and drinks leh...roadshow is till monday...hope i dun die of heat by then...ha ha ha
Then i went for an appointment in the late afternoon...she tried to psycho me to join her church...too bad...I know where my heart and where my faith is...business is business and faith is faith...
Made my two friends wait because of this...very paiseh...thanks a lot for waiting for me leh 
...we went to watch amytville horror in the evening...yucks...it is not scary at all one and the plot is no good...nowadays horror movie dun scare me lor 
but I'm a sucker for horror stint as I'm still looking for one that can scare me 
...those who go to the movies with me knows best...hee hee hee
Saw my two friends today and made me wonder if I am a "light bulb" (sorry to my friends if you are reading this, this is what I feel lor, my only worry...cuz more than often I has been asked by couples to go out...if julia if too "bright" must let me know hor)...makes you feel that it is so good to be in a relationship...but no worry, i'm not going to just look for any tom, dick or harry ok 
...that's very very wrong reasons to be in a relationship...i'm still very level-headed 
...think i'm too level-headed at times...that's why relationship dun start...haha...maybe because the right person has not come my way, that's why now i can speak so yayapapaya...hee hee hee...and i know some of u will say people scared of me, right?...(my mum will faint if she reads this paragraph...provided she can 
...hohoho)
Oh damn...my hp is still charging...and I've run out of things to write...better go find other things to do...bye 
...
Life and death...
Went to my friend's house today and saw an injured bird at the void deck as I left...poor thing...so I used my tissue to make a "cushion" for the bird and I picked it up...i think it is a sparrow la...
Thursday, May 05, 2005
What should I do with it...what should I do with it...I can't possibly bring it home and I just dun have the heart to leave it there by itself...oh dear...now julia start panicking...calm down, calm down...so I called my colleague to ask her what to do...her ans was to bring it home or leave it there...
So next I called my friend, since I'm at her block...but the poor bird mut be in pain cuz it keep fidgeting...brought the bird to my friend neighbour's who keeps a lots of birds...whew, finally found a place for the bird and someone who knows how to take care of it...so happily I went home lor...
You think this is the end of the story...no no...this is no fairy tale where there is "happily ever after"...at around 9plus, my friend informed me that the bird died...think it was too seriously injured already...sob sob 
...so I sms my colleague and now I'm sure both of us insurance mad 
...below are our conversation thru sms...
ME : Sob sob, my friend just sms me..the bird I saved just now died already...poor thing
Colleague : Claim death claim
ME : Too bad..e bird was already injured when i saw it...pre-existing condition...and it died before signing the application form...too bad, can't claim
Life is so fragile 
...I had held the bird in my hand ok...felt a small life in my hand...the warmth, the movement...never mind, life goes on...so look forward to a better tomorrow...
I'm a professional blur queen...
Ahhhhh...anyone realise what is happening??? The publishing of my blog does not go with the time you see it online...that's because blur queen here sometimes saves as draft, go do other things and then conveniently forget to publish it...
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
And now the mountain turtle here has learned how to put emotions icons on my new blog since the last blog...ha ha ha 
...so expect more to come...hee hee
And here, the results of a test through a fellow colleague's blog... 
You're a giver! You like to listen, and often give great advice. Sometimes you get overlooked, just because you're quiet. Not always so, sometimes you can be loud, but its not in a way
like a sucker. You don't do it to get attention, you do it becuase you want to share
your happiness with the world. Careful to steer clear of suckers, else you might get taken for a ride.
Are you an Energy Giver or an Energy Sucker?
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Anyway I found something fun will share with you all in the next blog..hee hee
You dun always get the same result...
Funny how people think...my friend so funny
...i change my MSN nick to the address of my blog - "http://juliaong.blogspot.com" - he say I trying to lelong my site...hee hee...maybe maybe...then the no 1 lelong queen is my sister...ha ha ha...cuz she also doing the same thing...maybe after today she will go and change her msn nick after reading this... 
Should go to my sis's blog, especially when she finish uploading the pictures of her seven dwarfs collection...scary how many she has...and also the number of seven dwarfs jigsaw puzzles...**oi girl, include pictures of that as well hor..**...and she's invading her boyfriend's house with her dwarfs...
Ok..bedtime...good night...
