Feeling super blue today...yeah i know it is not a monday...super sianz...went for penitential service and although I tell myself not to cry, tears just flow...maybe its a way of letting it out...and after that no mood to eat even though I am hungry...lonely, feeling so lonely, I am so lonely...and why do i suddenly feel like everyone is allowed to show and have their whims and fancies except me...even at home also...why should I always put others before me...just because people are sad or angry so I cannot be sad or angry as it will make matters worse...maybe that's why I can stay at home alone for days without even stepping out of the house when i am not working...why do my thoughts always run wild when I am alone feeling blue...

Lucky i am optimistic by nature...feeling better as I am finishing this...random random thoughts GET OUT!!!!!!!!

- JOYL| 11:11 PM 0 comments