Monday, June 06, 2005
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JOYL|
11:10 PM
Roller coaster mood ride today..
Today the fourth day already...my throat still hurts and I'm still coughing...i'm coughing a lot because my throat is very very dry and very very itchy...
Dun know why today late afternoon suddenly i feel so depressed, so down...i also dun know why my mood swing so fast...started thinking about a lot of depressing things...no no, i'm not going to mention it here...think it's my hormones...wahahaha...i think i need to see a psychiatrist...hee
Just in case none of you knows, I used to be very sucidal...i would suddenly get very depressed and start think about what if i die, how to kill myself...ok ok...dun panic dun panic...it's all history now...but come to think of it, maybe not...even the one who wrote "dun worry, be happy" comitted suicide in the end......Alright...i not trying to scare anyone here, just relax...I know I am very very extreme one but now i choose to look at the bright side of life (although there may be thunderstorm at times)
Went for my general insurance examinations today in the evening...yup yup...i passed...yeah...but can't be too happy yet, i still got another paper to go...still have to study..*sigh*. But i think i might have drove some of the people in the same room as me crazy with my coughing...sorry, but can't help myself la cuz my throat really very dry and itchy...
Gotta prepare for another brand new day...ciao...
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