Mood :

Finally today I have one free evening to go for my easter penitential services at novena . It started at 8pm and oh my, it did not end till 10pm cuz there were hordes of people there ..so of course it took longer than usual.

Just dun know why everytime no matter how I feel that day (even if i am very very happy), every time I go for penitential service, I will start to get emotional and start tearing during the confession...I can think of what I wan to say but when I'm there facing the priest, I just "blank out" - blah blah blah what I wanna say (though it's always different from what I had initially "rehearsed") and start tearing...

And of course the same thing happened today...but it was not time wasted...that two hours there while waiting, I was doing what I liked best - singing ...and it was really a very peaceful evening ..I'm glad I spent that time with God...

But for now, I really want to sleep..so that's all folks...good night

- JOYL| 12:26 AM