Went kickboxing on tues after meeting...long time since I hit the studio for classes...used to go step and aerobic every weeks...but that was like years ago...lol...then had some jap food after that (minus the carbohydrates cuz we din order anything with rice or noodle)...went for a drink after that cuz dun feel like moving too much...haha

Had a relaxing wed...went out in the late afternoon and walk walk ard...legs still feeling tired from the kickboxing...lol...

And wat a morning I had on thurs lor...hurt my toes 3 times in one morning within 2 hours...wth~...first i had to kick my toes against the chair which vacuuming...then on the way to work, kick my feet against the steps while rushing up the bus...then on the way down the steps from mrt, din realise the rubber part of my shoes came out and I went slipping down the steps...jam my foot hard against the steps to prevent myself from falling down...though I din fall but the front part esp the toes, hurt like hell... -_-""

Finally a week is almost over...am looking forward to the 2 holidays in may....wahaha...

- JOYL| 8:43 PM 0 comments

Once again I'm into my emo mood again where I tend to think too much...

Whenever I am into this mood I feel so left out...although do feel this quite often but am feeling it acutely now...

Is it me or has people ard me changed? I am frequently left out of things or the last to know...be it at home or at work...it always make me feel like an idiot...make me feel like a pest avoided by people...and most of the time its because they juz assume...assume that I not free...assume that I know...assume that I will be like this or like that...

A lots of things have changed...maybe because of my evening schedules, its hard for me to meet up with my frens...on top of that, most of them are married and its even harder to meet up with them because of their family committment...even with H, things are also like that...unlike the times where we used to see each other almost everyday...unlike the times where we had a lot to say...unlike the times where we used to go out so often...things have changed...like today also, I'm left alone to go off by myself, so left out...is it because our path are different now? Or is it because we are on two supposedly different sides? Suddenly feel that the path ahead is so lonely...

Will try not to think so much, will try to stay cheerful...now will focus on my dreams...just gimme a few more years...cuz dreams are expensive...lol...

Parts of the songs "是你(我)变了吗" and "炫耀" feel so apt for me mood now...

- JOYL| 11:13 PM 0 comments

Badly hit by cramps today...was alright the whole morning lor...it had to come badly when I reach church... :(

Anyway had to thanks pa for driving me to church...

Went bishan and bought some things for the two sick cats at home...lol...had dinner and watched my shows...leisure evening...

Still gotta teach tml...a bit sianz... :p

- JOYL| 1:27 AM 0 comments

Today maundy thurs...took leave as the mass is at 4pm and I have to reach at 2pm...

Today is really a day gone wrong...went ttsh to get med for ma...first time I waited so long at ttsh...in the end instead of 2pm I reach church ard 3pm...dun know is it tml hol, lots of pple hurry up go buy med or see doctor...lol

Then after church...tot choir practice will be a short one but it dragged a bit...was suppose to meet up and help zm at 7.30pm...in the end reach only ard 8pm...

Had dinner with twinnie...and realised that our lives too wound up with work alr...sad hor...lol...why do I feel so emo suddenly... -_-""

- JOYL| 10:54 PM 0 comments