This is my life story...

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Almost half a year gone...

Too many thoughts swirling in my mind...dunno wat to say and dunno where to start...

Ok...shall start from friday...kinda sianz sian sianz!!! No one seems to have time for me...feel so out of the world...i dun belong to anywhere...feels so alone...and this feel worse when i'm PMSing (which is NOW!!!)...yes, I know you are busy...just say u ar busy instead of ignoring me...**angry**...yeah, so see the mood swing there...

Screamed at one of my tuition kids...PMSing here and you there whining...hello, as if i dun know your exams over...u think i enjoy facing your whining...actually, i was more irritated at his attitude in learning...even my fellow colleague were surprised, as i seldom scold that class...

Had dinner with a bunch of siao kia on Saturday...was laughing and giggling non-stop lor...people would have thought we mad...wahahaha...thanks to them...i felt happier...wohoo...

Today, wake up and rush rush for church...the homily today was quite nice...manage to keep awake throughout the homily...people who know me know that i cannot sit still for long...i will fall asleep for sure lor...u must keep me occupied if you wan me to sit at a place for long...LOL...

And today at church, the hug from auntie jen made me realise how deprived i am of physical contact...almost four years of without a relationship, i think my love life is turning into a desert...or maybe it has already dried up...i dun think i miss the love, but i do miss the hugs and holding hands...it makes u feel special...but seriously, i beginning to believe that i have committment phobia...i dun have the confidence that my relationship can be as blissful as the married couples around me...i have the fear that my relationship will fail like the people around me...ok, with no confidence and lots of fear what can i do...**sigh**...being a Leo doesn't help either, i am too rational...yeah...too rational for words...i will (oh yes, i did it before) end a relationship if i know it is not going anywhere...it is better to shorten the pain than to sink into it...my best friend keep telling me cuz i had not found the right one...even my boss say that after reading my palms...LOL...being single means u have more time for friends...but that doesn't mean ur friends have time for you lor...cuz who have time for you when thay are attached...if i had not occupied myself with work, i think i will turn into a geek sooner or later...

Enough of the random, mad, nonsensical rantings of mine...maybe this started cuz people recently keep asking me to find a bf...maybe this started cuz aunt jen's hug today made me miss having that someone special...maybe this started cuz i'm simply PMSing...LOL...

Happy thoughts:
- Voilin lesson on Weds...yeah...loving it more and more...
- Ktv in june...hopefully my best fren dun fly aeroplane...
- Reading my comics...keep me occupied on trips in public transport...
- Swimming every Mon or Wed...trying to keep fit...
- Uploaded all my photos...finally...

- JOYL| 10:47 PM 0 comments

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Day out today...

Yeah...went out today with my colleagues...we went Hibiki @ Singapore flyer...

If I know wat bus goes there (not that cannot find out, but plain laziness and stupidity), I would have taken a bus there instead of walking there from city hall mrt...bravo to us for surviving the heat...though we din melt, we almost evaporated...haha...

Well, at least the food was nice...and i had a lot of salmon and tuna sashimi... **clap clap**...of course the other food were also very nice...

Grilled Mushroom

Sashimi...yeah...i had lots of it...really very very fresh...**drools**

Half-boiled egg...though cold, taste nice...

Tempura...prawn, mushroom and sweet potato...

Grilled chicken...yum yum...

Grilled prawn...

Teppanyaki...the sotong really very nice...

More tempura...and more pork belly with asparagus...

Grilled salmon...very fresh...

Finally...desert...pomelo jelly...

Of course, there were other food..but I was too busy eating and forgot to take photos of everything...I dun mind going there again as the food was not bad...

After all the food, we went to Bugis...took a bus from flyer...walk walk around before i go hougang...OMG...and I had more food after that...plain sinful pigging out day...

- JOYL| 12:10 AM 0 comments

Monday, May 25, 2009

Yo people...I'm alive

Have neglected my blog for so long again...wahaha...just some random updates... Outing in April...visited the new Tampines One in April after an outing with my colleagues...and yes....me going to post about food again...wahaha... We went to this restaurant...Say Cheez...the food was nice and most importantly, the cheese cakes...that's why its called Say Cheez mah...

We ordered the chocolate cheesecake, lychee cheesecake, cheese fries, calamari and drinks...all were very nice....LOL...

Now for some May updates...haha...amazing I watched two movies within one week...when there can be months that i dun even watch one movie...

15 May:
Went to watch Star Trek...more amazing is I watched the late night show and had to wake up at 8 am to go teaching on Saturday...LOL...I went straight to meet my fren after I finish teaching...I reach AMK hub ard 10.30 pm and we went to the arcade to play first cuz the show was 11.30 pm...by the time we finished the movie, there was no public transport already...sweet of my fren to walk me back from AMK Hub to my house...hmmm...this is the second or third time we walk all the way from MRT to my house...i forced him to msg me when he home...cuz he looked really tired lor, and he riding motorbike...by the time i wash up and sleep, it was almost 2.45 am...and when he msg me ard 3 plus, i was already in dreamland...din get to see his msg until morning....haha...nvm, as long as he is safe...haha...

20 May:
Had a super leisure day...met up with someone from my agency...shd be ex-agency...to settle some stuff...we went to Olio Aglio Dome at China Square...haven't been there for a long time...the food still good and there's still a promotion...we got free chicken wings for ordering two spaghetti...
Then later in the evening, I meet up with my girlfrens to watch Angels & Demons...the show was ok...but I still think Da Vinci Code was nicer...

Now waiting to watch Night at the Museum 2...waiting to get my fren to go with me...yeah...anticipating...hee hee

- JOYL| 11:33 PM 0 comments